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Delete this name &please add me or I will just die
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ______myboo
This will be my LAST name change. I just get tired of names rather quickly. But please add me &I will forever give you tons of hot sex. *lick*
<3
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[19 Apr 2005|03:38pm] |
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So, I'm finally over my awful hangover. I was sick for 3 days. How brutal.
You can tell it's been awhile for me...
I'm thinking about getting a new user name. Will update when I do ♥ &You sexy bitches better add me. :)
Mmm..BBQ chicken <3
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[17 Apr 2005|12:04am] |
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I'm going to start from the beginning..(this happened FRIDAY nite)
I got off work &went straight to Angela's. Me &her were the only ones there &we were bored because people weren't gonna start coming over til about 8 or 9. We called her boyfriend Randy because he is 21 &he gave us this big lecture about drinking..but finally gave in &bought a big bottle of smirnoff vodka &bacardi I think. So, we went to Piggly Wiggly to get some pink lemonade..went back to her house &started drinkin around 9. I haven't gotten drunk in about a year probably...so I was excited...I was ready to party...
&I knew I shouldn't have drank as much as I did because I had to drive home. But I thought I could play it off! Stupid me. I'm invincible when I'm toasted. Well, I had 2 glasses of vodka &a shot...I was gone off my ass. It doesn't take much for me. I drank all of that in less than 30 minutes. I know I was feelin good...but then reality struck when I had to drive home...I knew I wasn't gonna be able to. Patrick wanted to come get me but I was sure I could do it myself...he is so mad at me now but that will come later..
So, me &Angela stumbled down her apt. stairs..got in my car &did some practice driving around the parking lot. I was trying to turn my lights on &they were already on...I couldn't watch my speedometer &the road at the same time...I was swerving &jerking...&Matt ran outside &begged me not to drive but I totally had to. Angela got out &she was all emotional "Call me when you get home I love you girl" haha...I remember most of that...I can't remember what all Matt said..I know he said something about him &his friends having a wreck &his friend died...or something..I feel so bad that I can't remember hardly anything that happened after I left the apt...
Well, I got out on the street crying at this point because I couldn't drive! I wasn't going over 20...I finally asked Patrick if I could call him &I remember saying a million times "I'm sooo drunk!! &I practice drove.." I was making NO sense what~so~ever. :( I almost ran off the road a billion times &I couldn't stay on my side of the road...crap. I was so stupid. Finally I made it home..by this time the vodka hit me REALLY hard &I couldn't even speak right.
I was on the phone with somebody..I don't know who. :\ Either Patrick Lauren or Angela. ? All I know is my mom KNEW when I pulled into the driveway...I stayed in the car way too long trying to think of what to do &say &I was telling myself to BE FOCUSED.
My mom goes "What are you doing?" I said "Nothing. Talking to..*whoever I said*.." Then my mom's like "WHY ARE YOU TALKIN SO LOUD!?" I said *lowering my voice* "Oh, sorry.." Then I was thinking to myself one foot in front of the other come on you can do it...&I TOTALLY COULDN'T FUCKIN DO IT! I was acting like I was texting on my phone to kind of get her attention off of everything else..how dumb am I right?..Well, she was like "Let me smell your breath.." I had winterfresh in trying to be smart. Then my dad is all accusing me of smokin dope. Whatever. :\ Ok..don't remember what happened &what else was said...um I walked in the house stumbling like crazy..&My mom is asking me a million questions &my words were slurring or I'd get really loud...
I got in the bed &thought I had made it safe..because I thought I had them convinced..then my stupid self started crying on the phone with Patrick &I accidentally yelled out "I'm sooo druunnkk *sob sob*" &My mom busts thru my door &told me to get the hell up &at this point I'm a wreck &I'm talkin outta my ass &my parents are making fun of me trying to show me what I look like. So, I stormed into the dining room &they were like "IS THAT NOT WHAT YOU JUST SAID" &I was like "No, I didn't say I was drrrruuunk!" Then I went &pissed...came back &fell out in the floor..then I got up &knelt on the floor &started rocking back &forth...oh my god I couldn't believe some of the crap they told me when I woke up..I'm in serious trouble.
I threw up 3 times..my mom took pictures &told me to put that shit in my senior memory book...whatever. UGH.
I got my phone this morning &text Patrick &Angela &apologized...I said I was so sorry to Pat for whatever I said...my mommma said I was saying "BABY ARE YOU MAD AT ME I'M SORRY DON'T BE MAD AT ME..." I remember yelling at him about thinking there was a girl with him...&he was like "Will, shut the fuck up dude.." All I heard was a girl's voice going "Patrick come here..lick my pussy! Baby get off the phone" OMG I lost my mind..I was so mad...he kept telling me it was Will..so I hung up on him..&Called him back..&I remember asking him did he promise he didn't have a girl with him...he was like "Yes I PROMISE.." I remember him getting frustrated with me...Because when I asked was he mad at me..he said yeah...then he said he didn't know that he would talk to me tomorrow.
I don't remember a lot of stuff that I did or said but if I did something stupid or said something crazy I am so sorry.
I'm such a moron!
I got up this morning &my eyes were swollen &my stomach &head hurt like a bitch.
I'm never drinking again.
( Also, what I found out today.. )
YOU GUYS ARE GONNA KILL ME OVER THIS LONG ASS POST. But I love you all &to all a very good nite.
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[10 Apr 2005|08:48am] |
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Yes, I have decided to update. :D
Lets see, back in November me &Luis broke up. FOR THE BEST. I think it's one of the best things that EVER happened to me. So much drama...like me &my former friend no longer speak...we despise eachother really. *who cares* I don't have time for people like that. &One of my other friends dates my ex Chris &she's turned into a total idiot. That's all that I will say about her...what a spaz..seriously.
So, I was single from November til March! It was okay though. I enjoyed being single ¬ stressing over a guy.
I started talking to this guy I work with. His name is Patrick. We talked for about a month or two. He used to be engaged but they broke up in January. She was somethin else :\ She did him *so* wrong. &He didn't deserve it at all. Well, we kinda dated *hung out, went to the movies* stuff like that for a while then one nite we were riding around with his friends &he was like "I have something to ask you.." I was like "Okay,..ask me" &He asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so happy. That was the nite of March 22nd! We had been talking for so long &I know he didn't want a relationship at the time because he had been thru so much so I was shocked when he asked. He graduated in '03 &he's 19 about to turn 20. Everything has been going really good. We are going to my prom together!
It's going to be me, Jesica, Travis, Patrick, Lauren &Chris.
Patrick got a white tux, Chris got lime green, &Travis got red.
My dress is red &Jesica's is pink..&Lauren doesn't know what color her dress is gonna be since Chris's is lime green.lol. &They are doing hats &canes they finally decided last nite I think. :D Jesica wasn't for it at first but she said she thinks it will be cute. I don't think anybody else will do it.
I spend most of my time with Patrick. My momma thinks I stay stuck up his ass all the time but I mean...we just like being together &he always asks me to do stuff with him. We're always together when we aren't working. Like, today we were all gonna go out to Lakeside &ride four wheelers from 83o til 2...Patrick got a yellow racing four wheeler...the main reason I wanted to go was to make sure he didn't hurt himself because I know how he gets on that thing..but my parents won't let me. I will be so ready to do what I wanna do when I feel like it...August needs to hurry up &BE HERE.
In July Patrick gets his paid vacation &we are going to the Bahamas! I'm too excited about that...I'm not excited about flying but I'm glad we get to go spend time together. My parents were okay with it. It's gonna be close to my 18th birthday anyway...I mean, they outta cut me some slack. I cannot wait!
I can't believe graduation is so close! &Prom is gonna be mine &Patrick's ONE month lol but I'm sure he has no idea so I'm totally not gonna say it &look like a goob.
Well, I guess I'm gonna sit at home til I go in at 5o0. I don't even wanna go to work today. :(
I hope everybody's been doing okay!
love you dudes.
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[31 Jan 2005|02:51pm] |
If you have MySpace or GreatestJournal please let me know so I can add you. I never use LJ anymore and I miss you guys. So pleaaase add me on MySpace or Greatestjournal.
GJ: poprocks_n_soda
MySpace: southern_vixen87@yahoo.com or you can type in Paige Elmore probably...
But anyway...I've got so much going on so just add me on those <3
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Friends Only
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